She goes by Autumn or Fall.

somebody's baby
Every time I see a doctor or get fitted for a costume, get a manicure or just look at myself in the mirror i see scars covering my body. Acquired over 7 years, they haunt me. Sometimes people stare, sometimes a nosy stranger will ask me about them. Sometimes I forget I have them and I glance down at my wrists and I remember. They are everywhere—the scars, and I cannot hide from them. They’re a part of me. Each scar represents a time in my life that i’ve felt powerless, worthless, unlovable, incapable of simply existing. The last time I cut was in July and I’m not completely confident it wont happen again. But it is what it is. And I have to learn on my own.

Every time I see a doctor or get fitted for a costume, get a manicure or just look at myself in the mirror i see scars covering my body. Acquired over 7 years, they haunt me. Sometimes people stare, sometimes a nosy stranger will ask me about them. Sometimes I forget I have them and I glance down at my wrists and I remember. They are everywhere—the scars, and I cannot hide from them. They’re a part of me. Each scar represents a time in my life that i’ve felt powerless, worthless, unlovable, incapable of simply existing. The last time I cut was in July and I’m not completely confident it wont happen again. But it is what it is. And I have to learn on my own.

  1. christinathang reblogged this from helloalone and added:
    TRIGGER WARNINGhelloalone: I love you. I love you. I love you.
  2. gutterblood-diaries said: July was the last for me as well. Stay strong girl.
  3. foreverdaydreaming said: if anyone asks you how you got them say you’re part zebra. BOOM.
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